So, after a long few weeks, I’m finally settled back in Maine. For those of you who haven’t heard, Victoria Morrill left one night while I was at work taking all of her belongings (and some of mine) and moved to an unknown location. I have not heard from her since. She took half the rent money a few days before it was due, and I had just finished my last night at work and was preparing to start working at Disney. So I was forced to basically pack all of what I could fit into my truck and abandon my Florida home. I had just enough money for gas to get home but my salary from Disney would not have been enough to pay rent, bills and gas to keep commuting so I had to abandon my Disney dream too. Meanwhile, both Victoria and her mom said “dont give up on your disney dream” and “if you give up on it, thats your choice, nobody elses”  BULLSHIT..  I was forced to give up on it because your little whore of a daughter decided to be a coward and leave me while I was at work, and leave only a note saying goodbye..

The good thing is that I no longer have to deal with her lies, her piss-poor attitude, her cheating and her psychotic mental problems… I’m finally free from her, and she can die for all I care..

Now..  the present-

So as I said, I’m back in Maine, and I happened to finally make something happen with someone very special who I had a short past with, and things went sour, but now we’re giving it another shot.. It’s still rough around the edges, but I think she’s great and I’m excited that shes not psycho, shes more caring than Victoria was, and she makes me feel like a person again…

=) so happy with you Liz.

-JC

Ok, I have had enough… This nonsense is embarrassing.

This ridiculous Twilight obsession. Has it come to this, that the women of the world have reduced themselves so low that they obsess nonstop about this garbage? The series is based on a teenage girl who has a sexual fantasy about vampires. Seriously? This is what we’re exposing our children to? Teenage sexual fantasies about vampires?! Sounds Japanese to me.. there are people I know who sit on their computers all day long searching tv sites to find every single interview done with any of the movie’s cast, any commercial or trailer about the movie or anything at all to do with it..  This is unhealthy!!  Get out and take a walk for Christ’s sake!

I have a newsflash for you women who melt at the sight of these two retards Edward and Jacob…   THEYRE FAKE! THEY DONT FUCKING EXIST! IT’S A FUCKING MOVIE!!!!  All I see are girls saying “I want Edward” or “Where’s my Edward”. well, you’re in for a very sad realization that you’ll be waiting forever, because there’s no such thing. There’s no such thing as a “Perfect” guy much less a “Perfect” vampire.  Stop wasting your time obsessing over this bullshit franchise and do something productive with your life. All these movies and book and shit are is a cheap way for the writer Hollywood to take your money. Get smart!

An interest or a hobby is one thing…  An obsession is another, and can be very dangerous and bad for you. It can also ruin relationships that are far better for you than this movie.

I’m sure there’ll be more to come…

-Jay

If anybody knows more about them, it’s me..  I have been in and out of more empty relationships than I can count, and my current relationship is no different…  I am so tired of having a girlfriend that is only interested in speding time away from me doing ONLY what she wants to do, and if she has to do something that I want to do, its like pulling teeth. She has no interest in ANYTHING I do except Final Fantasy XI and that’s only because she has a girlfriend on there who she likes to badmouth me to. I have been planning to attent the STS-131 shuttle launch Monday morning and Tori knew about this launch, yet she changed her work schedule so that she could get out of going. Her excuse is that her work changed the schedule and she “forgot”. Even though I’ve been mentioning the launch every day?? Doubt it…

She is constantly putting work before her personal life, specifically me. She has become more and more distant from me and make it quite obvious that its intentional. Shes making it very clear to me that she wants to be with someone else or wants to be able to date around. Only problem is, we’re in a lease until November. So what am I supposed to do? I’m not leaving my home, and I doubt she will without pulling a huge scene like she did back in Maine. But I’m tired of living with a “girlfriend” who doesnt care about me.

What do I do?

-J

This is the second installment in my series about working at “Big Box Mart”. Today I came into work for my scheduled shift at Noon. Not long after I got there, the store’s Assistant Manager came to me and asked me to sign a paper acknowledging that a register I had used a few days prior was $100.00 short. Here’s the backstory.

On the tail end of one of my Liquor Store shifts, I had been assigned to process claims items, or items that are damaged or defective. Basically this involves filling out a slip that includes information such as the UPC, department number and description of problem. Now in order to know what department number the item is, you need to do an item lookup on a cash register terminal. When this is done, it simply displays the item, price and dept. number, no transaction takes place, the cash drawer doesnt open, no nothing. So I logged onto this register for literally 30 seconds to look up this item, but because my numbers were logged onto the machine, I am apparently being held responsible for this missing money. Even though I made no transactions on that register, even though the cash drawer was never opened, I still have to sign a paper saying that “my” drawer was short and this goes in my file.

Now, every register has a camera above it, i know this, so do most every other soul who works there. But will management do their jobs and review the footage to see where this phantom $100 has gone? Hell no, they’d rather just hold everyone who touched the register that day responsible instead. Making those of us who are honest people, part of the problem.  To this I say, FUCK YOU!

Do you god damned job, watch the LP tape, find who took it and charge them. Don’t hold me and other innocent people responsible and ruin our records because youre too fucking lazy to sit at a TV and watch some tapes. While you’re at it, hire some competent people who aren’t likely to steal money for the drawer instead of hiring mostly drug addicts, dealers and gangsters. Then maybe you won’t have as much theft..

That’s my opinion, I don’t give a shit about yours..

JC

Keep on me! Tell you what you wanna know about, and I’ll write about it. I’m trying to get into a habit of blogging much more often than I have in the past. Now with my blog posting to my facebook, it should get much more exposure. So if you like what you’re reading, or even if you dont, then let me know!

For those of you reading this on facebook, you can visit my actual blog at http://blog.jcwebdesign.com and my complete website is at www.jcwebdesign.com

Just finished the main page of my website redesign, it’s kind of empty right now so I added links to this blog, and my facebook page. There is also a link for what will become my separate amateur radio site, but for now that page doesn’t exist and isn’t linked.

I also created a new logo, stylized text with a wireless signal meter descending from the dot. it was quick and dirty but looks rather nice compared to past site logos.

Very soon (possibly tonight) I’ll be re-adding the RSS feed from my blog (this new one) to my facebook page so that these posts will start to be indexed into my facebook notes. That way, all my facebook friends and networks will be able to see the posts without needing to visit the full blog page.

More to come soon! Stay tuned.

-JC

Hi All,

Here’s the new blog, no longer associated with the Blogger service, this blog is completely self-contained.

More to come!

-Jay