If anybody knows more about them, it’s me..  I have been in and out of more empty relationships than I can count, and my current relationship is no different…  I am so tired of having a girlfriend that is only interested in speding time away from me doing ONLY what she wants to do, and if she has to do something that I want to do, its like pulling teeth. She has no interest in ANYTHING I do except Final Fantasy XI and that’s only because she has a girlfriend on there who she likes to badmouth me to. I have been planning to attent the STS-131 shuttle launch Monday morning and Tori knew about this launch, yet she changed her work schedule so that she could get out of going. Her excuse is that her work changed the schedule and she “forgot”. Even though I’ve been mentioning the launch every day?? Doubt it…

She is constantly putting work before her personal life, specifically me. She has become more and more distant from me and make it quite obvious that its intentional. Shes making it very clear to me that she wants to be with someone else or wants to be able to date around. Only problem is, we’re in a lease until November. So what am I supposed to do? I’m not leaving my home, and I doubt she will without pulling a huge scene like she did back in Maine. But I’m tired of living with a “girlfriend” who doesnt care about me.

What do I do?

-J